rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

    Little Monster XtremeLittle Monster XtremePrieš 7 minučių
  • This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

    Anna SincerbeauxAnna SincerbeauxPrieš 15 minučių
  • I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

    Angel GarachAngel GarachPrieš 52 minutes
  • Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

    Rachael McEvoyRachael McEvoyPrieš val
  • WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

    Brooke McLymondBrooke McLymondPrieš val
  • Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

    JulesbagsJulesbagsPrieš 2 val
  • Perfeitaaa tks for that

    Dj NicolyDj NicolyPrieš 2 val
  • Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

    Lady of WinterfellLady of WinterfellPrieš 2 val
  • Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

    DaniellaDaniellaPrieš 2 val
  • Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

    Morgan MelanieMorgan MelaniePrieš 2 val
  • the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

    kora _kaoskora _kaosPrieš 2 val
  • Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

    Balance Health Wellness MusicBalance Health Wellness MusicPrieš 3 val
  • Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

    Winnie MWinnie MPrieš 3 val
  • I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

    Danielle StrongDanielle StrongPrieš 4 val
  • Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

    Heather JulietteRoseHeather JulietteRosePrieš 5 val
  • Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

    Heather JulietteRoseHeather JulietteRosePrieš 5 val
  • This was sad to watch

    M SM SPrieš 5 val
  • An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

    M SM SPrieš 5 val
  • "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

    Alexis RodriguezAlexis RodriguezPrieš 5 val
  • Was this the last episode ?

    Emma BoudreauEmma BoudreauPrieš 5 val
  • 8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

    Ronnie Stewart JrRonnie Stewart JrPrieš 5 val
  • I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

    MaylingMaylingPrieš 5 val
  • Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

    Savannah MarieSavannah MariePrieš 6 val
  • I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

    L CL CPrieš 6 val
  • Demi i love you,respect from Belarus

    BeastWitcherBeastWitcherPrieš 6 val
  • So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕

    Cindy JenkinsCindy JenkinsPrieš 6 val
  • I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋

    Susanna RassattiSusanna RassattiPrieš 6 val
  • I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.

    Shannon ConnorShannon ConnorPrieš 7 val
  • Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍

    Kaitlan WillisKaitlan WillisPrieš 7 val
  • We love Sir Elton!

    Erika MErika MPrieš 7 val
  • I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...

    Destiny JubileeDestiny JubileePrieš 8 val
  • Tu puedes Demi!!

    Florencia Do CantoFlorencia Do CantoPrieš 8 val
  • I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.

    superlibbyannesuperlibbyannePrieš 8 val
  • Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.

    Paulina JaroszPaulina JaroszPrieš 9 val
  • I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide odd

    lindsey burneslindsey burnesPrieš 9 val
  • Love you

    Cristian A NuñezCristian A NuñezPrieš 9 val
  • Watermelon cakes..🥺

    ♡Princess♡♡Princess♡Prieš 9 val
  • I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.

    Lgc 1385Lgc 1385Prieš 10 val
  • All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.

    niya jonesniya jonesPrieš 10 val
  • Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way

    Jlah AlexariaJlah AlexariaPrieš 10 val
  • Elton Knows the truth ..the “relief” She wants is peace within - you won’t get that with ANYTHING outside of yourself

    bodoti qwiubodoti qwiuPrieš 10 val
  • 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

    TheHoodooHottieTheHoodooHottiePrieš 10 val

    Birsen GüngörBirsen GüngörPrieš 12 val
  • I cant stand Scooter Braun. I am so happy Taylor destroyed him in court

    Jesus RodriguezJesus RodriguezPrieš 12 val
  • I wish her the best but she is on a slippery slope if she continues living life the way she is and her mother is oblivious and is acting brainwashed

    Olivia LongstreetOlivia LongstreetPrieš 12 val
  • 🙌❤

    יובל גרהרדיובל גרהרדPrieš 13 val
  • was this the last ep?

    pompeii-pippiipompeii-pippiiPrieš 14 val
  • No German 😞

    FrischkaeseeFrischkaeseePrieš 16 val
  • How beautifully honest, a real person being a real inspiration 👏 thank you❤️

    Jordan Dani BreretonJordan Dani BreretonPrieš 16 val
  • I am scared for her

    Linda MagubaneLinda MagubanePrieš 16 val

    יובל גרהרדיובל גרהרדPrieš 16 val
  • we go through the same thing demi i hope your okay

    Shannon DiazShannon DiazPrieš 16 val
  • She still getting high

    Deandre HolmanDeandre HolmanPrieš 17 val
  • Her friends come across as Fake people pleasers. If she's happy then I guess thats what's important. But something is off about those 2 Friends riding her coattails. The Girl in green hair though she's a real MVP

    downundabrothadownundabrothaPrieš 17 val
  • The song with Xtina didn't get appreciation it needed.

    zlamelizlameliPrieš 17 val
  • 13:51 One of the reasons why I love Demi 😁😊

    Joe DImesaJoe DImesaPrieš 17 val
  • I’m watching y’all writing comments about what’s best for Demi because you watched a doc about 0.0001% of her life... Do you seriously believe yourselves to be able to give any advice to her and her loved ones based on this? Y’all are delusional.

    Victoria JerkeVictoria JerkePrieš 19 val
  • I hope you know I love going for who you are

    Rock Master 47Rock Master 47Prieš 20 val
  • Is this the last episode?

    Alexia MendezAlexia MendezPrieš 21 val
  • 16:08 thats the message I needed from this episode. How to handle a trigger that could and has almost ended my life twice now. Suicidal depression and addiction is no joke. It's a very dark place but it's also so inviting when you're just tired and numb. I'm glad she is being open and vulnerable.

    ulysia217ulysia217Prieš 21 val
  • It's odd that someone with that much money & probably having so much taken care of.. can't at all take care of themselves in the least bit. Her forearms and double chin are a bit ridiculous. We need to start addressing the problem in North America of having these obese addicts as our idols. Bringing it up, shouldn't be an issue. Because this is an issue.

    ismalaliismalaliPrieš 21 val
    • Stop do you not understand that she has suffered with a eating disorder from people who bring her down like you.

      AnjalinaAnjalinaPrieš 7 val
  • There sure are a lot of addiction experts in this comment section 🙄 if Demi wants to have a drink or smoke a joint that’s her choice.

    Marylea AmberMarylea AmberPrieš 21 val
  • That laugh at the end was everything and was the perfect way to end the documentary.

    lock heartlock heartPrieš 21 val
  • I just want to hug her.

    Flustered _PotatoFlustered _PotatoPrieš 22 val
  • everyone always got opinions about ppl they dont even know. she could be lying, she could not be. none of us know her and what she has to deal with. if this works for her for now so be it. this is a real life story not a sugar coated happy one. she never claimed to be sober shes just in a different and better place and talking about it. yall just judging her when you have no right.i cant say if what she is doing is bad or not all i can do it watch this cus at the end of the day WE DONT KNOW HER lol

    Dee WhiteDee WhitePrieš 22 val
  • This is so real 😭. I love her for this

    Jenessa HodgeJenessa HodgePrieš 22 val
  • I was cool with this until you got to the part where "hey look my house reflects my queerness" ugh please. You know how many queer folks are just struggling to exist? Cool glad you can afford your mansion. But yikes read the room.

    Sarah HinmanSarah HinmanPrieš 22 val
  • One of my classmates took xanax that was laced with fentanyl and ended up overdosing and didn't get that second chance. I am glad that Demi is being open about her struggles with all of this because people need to know more about how addicting drugs c an be for you. My classmate was 19 at the time and probably had no idea that it was laced with fentanyl and that's scary.

    KatKatPrieš 22 val
  • i adore you beyond measure, Demi!!

  • How can I watch the video if it says it requires payment 🙄

    Maggie BMaggie BPrieš 23 val
  • I’m going to stretch before bed.....because Demi does🤷🏾‍♀️😍

    Tifani BogueTifani BoguePrieš dieną
  • Playing the victim while being a millionaire.

    GabiSPNGabiSPNPrieš dieną
  • lay off the heroin demi shhheeesh

    Mike AssanteMike AssantePrieš dieną
  • Trisha Paytas's style ... a bit Boring

    inga airinga airPrieš dieną
  • I feel like nobody in this comments has anything uplifting to say about this. Honestly I do think things will be different this time since it appears to be more of her own way. We should acknowledge the fact that she’s completely stopped every hardcore drug that would take her life. Weed is no heroin, and is even prescribed for depression in some cases. I don’t think it’s fair for people to say she is relying on it, when she’s stated it’s for relief.

    burmellaburmellaPrieš dieną
  • The mother seem emotionless about Demis health

    Avery SmithAvery SmithPrieš dieną
  • On a smaller scale you see those kids with strict parents explode when they go to college then they pick themselves up and realize they can handle things in moderation. Addiction is a different story and I can’t say anything but I think it’s about checking yourself. Being realistic and taking it day by day. If you guilt someone that gets drunk a couple times a year that’s awful it happens a to everyone!!! Now if it’s weekly that’s a problem

    MeMePrieš dieną
  • I'm in the US and for some reason the video won't play and says "This video requires payment to watch" help!

    Barry CooperBarry CooperPrieš dieną
  • Praying for you, Demi

    Missi_ SlaughterMissi_ SlaughterPrieš dieną
  • U are loved sweete

    Elizabeth carmen LermaElizabeth carmen LermaPrieš dieną
  • Living with an eating disorder means forcing yourself to live in moderation... if she can handle eating real birthday cake once in a while without slipping into her disorder, then moderately drinking or having a joint could be a viable option for her.

    Willaby ZarkuteWillaby ZarkutePrieš dieną
  • I’ve got so much to say about the end of this episode.... but I’ll go ahead and just leave quietly....

    TinaTinaPrieš dieną
  • "I love how gay your house is" This guy's humor is absolute gold.

    Rania Assal Del ValleRania Assal Del VallePrieš dieną
  • LMAO the ending

    Summer JonesSummer JonesPrieš dieną
  • this vulnerability is motivational, this video is motivational

    Lupita VargasLupita VargasPrieš dieną
  • So wait she isn't Bipolar?

    Bri ShouldiceBri ShouldicePrieš dieną
  • when does episode 5 get out?

    Caroline MasseCaroline MassePrieš dieną
  • Everyone handles addiction differently. No one should say she’s gonna fail for wanting moderation in her life because they aren’t her nor are they the one putting in the work every day.

    Jazmyn Vasquez-AdameJazmyn Vasquez-AdamePrieš dieną
  • Demon

    Melissa VizeMelissa VizePrieš dieną
  • This girl is just amazing ! The definition of human, she is so strong !

    Anastasia MystaAnastasia MystaPrieš dieną
  • Also have a little faith in Demi. What she needs is love and support.

    Faith RachaelFaith RachaelPrieš dieną
  • For everyone freaking out about her moderation I’m pretty sure the drinking in moderation means she can have a glass of wine at a dinner or a cocktail on a special occasion.... pretty sure her saying I’m drinking in moderation doesn’t mean she’s getting plastered or makes time to get drunk on special occasions even.

    Faith RachaelFaith RachaelPrieš dieną
  • There's NO WAY she will stay clean. You can't play with drugs and alcohol, when you have an addictive spirit inside you. She will keep in and out of hospitals and rehab. Wishful thinking is denial, you have to stop doing ALL drugs and alcohol, going from one drug to another is what addicts do all the time and it don't work. She's gonna end up dead like all these other celebrities with all these enablers around them. People always look for other's to point fingers at, it's not that guys's her fault. Nobody put a gun to her head and made her do drugs, she called him over for drugs and he was doing drugs too. So for her to say he took advantage of her is a JOKE. Addicts will tell some of the truth mixed with lies to make them look a little bit better and blame turned towards somebody else.

    Vernessa ArnoldVernessa ArnoldPrieš dieną
  • k like the shroom room tho omg

    Emily StryEmily StryPrieš dieną
  • When it showed her smiling with her new hair I almost cried. I thought "Thats the real Demi." As someone who is struggling with their own identity and gender roles that meant a lot.

    Ereh_SupremecyEreh_SupremecyPrieš dieną
  • when elton and scooter said the whole thing about moderation was like a whole slap in the face

    Emily StryEmily StryPrieš dieną
  • honestly her laugh 😂

    Emily StryEmily StryPrieš dieną
  • I think I'm in love again! 😍 along with Blackwell. 😂

    Amy JenkinsAmy JenkinsPrieš dieną
  • Damn Demi. You NAILED it! I feel like we literally lived the same life with different circumstances/life. Lol I sound crazy now. 😅

    Amy JenkinsAmy JenkinsPrieš dieną
  • Celebrity drug addict

    Steve RobinsonSteve RobinsonPrieš dieną